please do not accuse me of being drunk when i'm not. i don't like it when you use that as an excuse to explain my actions.

Yes, i did touch alcohol again, but it was only a bottle.
Yes, my face might have gone all red and warm, but my senses was still with me.

Trust me, when i'm drunk, i'll say it, or just moan incoherently. I wouldn't be standing upright and still be leading the way.

Besides, it wasn't appropriate to be wasted at Angeline's birthday. If i want to waste myself, i'll do it under controlled circumstances, no matter how badly i want it.


***

if somehow, somewhere,

i get to see you again,

there's one thing i want to say.

sorry.

sorry for being a bother.

sorry for all that i've done.

sorry for everything that's happened.


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Video Selection(s) of the Week:



Blurry
Puddle Of Mudd

Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it my face

Everyone is changing
there's no gone left that's real
to make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel
cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i will save you
from all of the unclean
I wonder what you're doing
I wonder where you are
There's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

[Chorus]

Nobody told me what you thought
nobody told me what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
told you when to runaway
nobody told you where to hide
nobody told you what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
showed you when to runaway

[Chorus]

This pain you gave to me

You take it all
You take it all away...
This pain you gave to me
You take it all away
This pain you gave to me
Take it all away
This pain you gave to me




Untitled
Simple Plan

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me




你好就好
霍建華

看见你聊到了他而微笑
我心理那点遗憾不见了
你的最后选择是谁
忽然之间就给答案
已似乎不重要

我肩膀永远等着你依靠
但是我更不希望你受困扰
我把时间对折一遍
从前未来唯一重叠
要你很幸福　这心愿不动摇

只要你好就好　你好就好
其他的我不计较
就算我会烦恼　就算我会焦躁　
就算我会被忘掉
你好就好　你好就好/要过得比我好　
我的爱没有句号
像过去那样做到　对你的付出坚持不肯少




リオ